Went to meet hilda, liseng, adith and roy at PS just now.
Walked around following liseng around to get his stuff. Saw yuqian and wee leng ! x))
Hahha. Nothing to do in PS lor. Roy gotta go so he go first. The rest of us went to yoshi to have my late lunch and chit chat.

After that, we walked around PS shopping. Saw a top.. Wanting to buy.. But.. Got no money. So yepps. Not long after, hilda said she's hungry. So we went to have pasta mania for dinner despite that i just had my lunch not long ago. Went to draw money for dinner. Heart pain seh. Haiix.

Wanted to go suntec to get my yami yoghurt. But my dear hilda whom forced me out of the house today doesn't want to go with me. I'm so sad lah. Actually i almost wanted to cry but i hold on. Cannot cry over small things lah. So just go home and there. I'm posting now. ((:

Yayyy~ Tml going jogging with xjun jiejie after her cell(((:

Today is already thursday. Everyday still the same, falling asleep during lessons. Hahahhaha.
=x Tomorrow is chinese o lvl oral. Hahah. Wish me luck ! x))

Past few days school were boring too. Ohwells.
Below the pictures are for my dear angie((:

School was totally boring today. I kept on yawning during first half of the day. I don't know why i felt so tired today. Oh wells. Fell asleep during english for a while. Hopefully Mdm Lim never saw me sleeping. ((:

SHAWN IS OUT !!!! I'm SO SADDDDD !!! )':
Teri's out too. Chi zao de shi lah. Not that i want to say bad about her, but it's just the fact. But it's good that she get into Top 20. ((:

Another boring school day tomorrow. SIANNNNN~

XJ JIEJIE: TAKE CARE GAL ! Don't fall sick again ! ((: Hopefully we can start our jogging plan soon yeah (((:

My flower balloon from melmummy !!! THANKS !!! x)

School is starting tomorrow. How great is that ? Oh wells. Have not been updating since the 19. Shall update now briefly(:

Wednesday
Did my math in the morning. Went to central to have lunch with mummy and then back home waiting for Angie's call. Went over to her house after that and she prepare and get ready to go out. Went to vivo after that. MY FIRST TRIP TO VIVO !!! Hahahah. =p Really its my first trip there. Walked around, window shopped. Went down to basement and get my sushi and we went home after that. (:

Thursday
Slacky day. All thanks to XIAODI, pangseh me. Actually wanted to do my work, but practically no mood to do. So was using the computer and watched tv the whole day until dinner. Ate dinner at hawker.

Friday
Had tuition at 1.15pm. Supposed to be at 1230pm but teacher was late as he end school around 12.15pm. Used the com and waited for angie to come up my house then prepare to go to bbq at christopher's house. There are only four pathetic girls at the bbq and the whole bunch are guys. Hahahah. Played zong ji mi ma. Ass weiloong. Let the guys choose watermelon first. Not fair lah ! In the end, i got the big big piece. Haix. Thanks teeli and angie for helping me to eat, weiloong and bingxun for like eaten 2 small little mouths of it. Hahha.

Saturday
Went out of the house early in the morning to go to congre meeting. Hahha. Reached there, bought a bread from 7-11. Went upstairs, only aunt joyjoy was there. Heh. After congre, went to have lunch with them and then walked around parkway isetan. Went to the mango sale. Lol. Me down there practically nothing to do, followed audris jiejie around lor. LOL. Chatted with cousin fiona ((: Went off at 2.10pm to go to the library to find xiaodi and did my math there. (: Saw kate and chiaming there. Hehhh. Went off to steph's confirmation. Moodswings started when i reached there. Oh well. Feeling moody all the way till go bugis to find angie they all also still a bit in moody kind. Went home after dinner and bathe and transfer photos and went to bed.

Today
Went to melmummy's house to study. Nigeldaddy open the door for me. Hahah. He was so surprised to see me there. LOL. Melmummy woke up at 12.20pm and i reached there at 10.15am ! Hahah. But i finished most of my math papers ((: Proud of myself! (: Heee. Her mum bought me lunch too! Thanks aunty ! x) Her mum was so funny. She said "Lai zhe li, bu yao paiseh hor!" Cuz she asked me want any drink or food not but i said don't want. Heh. Before she went out of the house, she told me she da bao nasi lemak for me. Lol. So sweet and nice of her ! x) Went to church after that. Service was okay. After service, went to chop table. Lol. Joined 3 tables together and sat down. Melmummy bought me, audris jiejie and nigeldaddy each a balloon from aunt fengling ! Hahahaha. Cuz they raising funds for qian qian shou. ((: Faizal bought melmummy and aunt liqin each a balloon. vincent bought aunt junting and aunt shawnie each a balloon too ! Hahha. Aunt junting one was a fishing balloon ? Lol. Its cute lah. Hehh. Min bought a balloon for herself too ! Lol. So practically our table is full of balloons. Muahahahhaha.

School is starting tml ! tmL! tML! TML !!!! ARGHHHH. I don't wanna go school !!!~

School is starting in less than a week ! Siannz. I haven even like started enjoy my holiday from taking a break from my studies lah. Ok not totally never lah but ohwells.
Just came back from PS with liseng k0r, su-e and jiewei. Went to minds cafe and play. Hahhah ! Another settlers kinda place. Shall go with cell after O's or on teeli's birthday if they want. 2-6 happy hour, 5+ bucks. Haven include GST lahs. But its almost the same lahs. (((:

I suddenly feel like going KTV !!!!!~

YAYYYY YAYYY YAYYY !!!
KEELY IS IN !!! WOOOOHOOOO~!!!!

Today was quite good. Went out to celebrate esther's belated and audris jiejie's early birthdays. Hee. Had LJS for lunch and went to watch movie F4 ! Hahha. Movie was quite good.

Went to find angie at PS after that. Had a good laugh with her friends and her. Hahah. Her friends super funny lor. LOL ! Home after that.

Tml meeting Jiewei they all for games. (((:

Happy Daddy day to my spiritual daddy NIGEL ! MUAHAHHAHAA. Of coz my earthly daddy and all the daddy's in the world. Most IMPORTANTLY , MY LORD DADDY !!! I LOVE MY GOD ! He's a faithful Daddy right ! Everyone say AMEN !!! x)))))

Went to service today. Hall 9 was closed due to some exhibitions. Everyone was crowded outside Max pavilion. Saw my grandmummy and my aunts and cousins esp XJ JIEJIE!!!! and mummy,daddy and jiejie. Hehhhh. (((: I LOVE MY SF TO THE MAX !!!! x)))

Yay yay!! Tml going with cell to celebrate Jiejie and Meimei birthdays. (((: Movie Movie and shopping shopping here i come !!!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH x))

Wednesday
KTV was fun ! muahahhahaha. Had a lots of laughter. Muahahah. Went to melmummy's house to study first. Had lunch at her house downstairs then we went to katong shopping complex to find aunt shawnie and liqin they all. ((((: sang till 7pm. Heh heh.

Nigeldaddy was damn funny lah. min ahma singing was damn nice and highhhhhhh~ Hahahhaha. Reached home around 8.30 that night. (:

Thursday
Went to school in the morning to hand up coursework to teacher. After that went to teeli's house to study. So guai rights. HAHHAHAHAH. Accompanied teeli to parkway to wait for steph and they went to the farewell bbq for ms tan and ms boey. Dint know that i can go luhh until poh leong smsed me around 7+ when i'm at home. Hahhaha. I rushed down there and yeah, talked talked lor. LOL ! It's nice seeing them again ! x)))

Today is i think will be a boring day lah. Gonna finish up my 2 math paper 2 and fold all the clothes... Tralallalal~ My spiritual family all went to bintan to enjoy already !!! Siannnnz. We cannot go cuz haven 18 years old. ))): Sad lahhhhs. Ah wellz. Nvmz. Shall see them on sunday, all become tanned! confirm ! Hahahahhahah

Today is so fun !!! Ahahhaha. But as a result, my butt pain... Haiiz. Now still pain lah. Stupid bike. One conclusion on that, don't ever rent bike from that shop that is near the car park. Yeppz.

Did my both math paper 1 today. So guai. Hees ((: Today did my math for like... let see. started at 1030am till 1250pm and 4.30 to 6.20pm. so is about ..... 4 hours and 10 min. Ok lah. starting is this kind of hours lah. Heh. Shawnie and susie came today too ! Shawnie came around 11 plus and susie around 12plus 1pm. They went to da bao lunch so left me, teeli, steph and esther stayed in the room and continue studying. After that eaten lunch in the room and we 6 people squeezed into shawnie's back seat of car. Went to east coast park to cycle. Chatted with susie a lot. Nice chatting with her. (((: After that around 4plus we went back to the room, rest a while and continued studying. The seat of the bicycle damn what lah. Made all of our butts pain. Haiiz.

Tomorrow another study cum ktv day ! WOOHOO !!! This time round is going with spiritual aunts, spiritual bros, spiritual ah ma and spiritual mummy ! HEEEE !!! But will be studying in the morning and at night. So yepps. Nowadays feel like studying till i die. Hee. Cuz what we do are all God's Glory ! Heee (((:
I LOVE GOD !!!! x)

I shouted over the phone...
Vented my unhappiness that had been inside me for very long...
and somehow..
i guess i regretted it.
I should have just keep quiet till putting down the phone...
and vent on anything but not humans after putting down the phone...

I guess dinner is gone tonight.
I'm still waiting for mel to reply...

In my head, i'm wondering.
Why God created me in this family ? Why why why ??? Can anyone give me the answer ?
I really don't know why. I don't know why must i take all the stupid kind of nonsense at home. I don't know why must i take in all the pressure that come from the family. Am i borned into the family to do household chores everyday without people helping me ? Am i borned into the family to bear all the mistakes that everyone in the family do ? Am i borned into this family to get scolded for everything I do even if the things I do is correct?

I have so many questions in my life. I really don't know why. God knows that answers to all my questions right, but how come he does not tell me ? I'm really a failure in everything. Why must you Lord created me ? Why Why WHY !! I really cant take it anymore.

My mum always wanted me to study and get good results so she can lessen the burden abt me on her shoulders. I wanted to get good results too, and nowadays i'm tying to force myself to sit down and study and do my work. Why cant my mum understand that !!!! WHYYYYYY !!!! I don't like it when she always says I never study. I will flare up when i heard that. I really did study !!! My mum keep giving excuses that my eyes look at the book and my brain is thinking about something else like where to play afterwards and stuff.

After what she had said on the phone, i don't have the motivation to do my work anymore, not even studying. I just want to get a good cry and a good sleep. How i wish i can don't wake up and face everyone and everything. I'm scared of facing the outside world. I'm lacking of faith and i'm really really been broken. Lord, may i pray that you will mend me back, piece by piece. As time heals everything. =(((((

I have no mood to do anything but i need to force myself to. I have no choice, really no choice. I must go out lesser and study more. Sundays confirm out as i now has made my heart and decided to attend church service every sunday even my mum opposes it. I must let her see the change in me, from bad to good. I must let her realise that I am a good girl whom she can trust in. I know my mum doesnt trust me. Even if i am good and do something to gain her trust, she doesn't trust me. I know that. I know my mum's pattern, even if deny it, i know. Sometimes i know my mum cant be trusted in some matters. Ohwells.

I felt much better after typing in here. Sorry guys. If you all does not read it, i'm alright with it as this post is just to let me vent my unhappiness today. I'm still a bit emotional now. I hope it doesn't get worst tomorrow during studying with teeli they all.

Just came back from church. Today sermon was good. (: Ps nina was so funny during sermon. Heh heh. Ps Lawrence was at training for sea sport water polo today so he was not able to preached. When Ps Nina said that, everyone was like, WOAH~ Heh heh.

Went to kb0x this morning with SP, KS and JQ. I left at 1pm in order to get a cab to church. Waited for the cab freaking long, so i took a bus, one stop down and from there continuing to wait for an available cab. I keep on praying to God to give me an available cab as all the cabs passed by are hired. And TADA~ My Faithful God had provided me an available cab at last to church ! YAY ! PTL !! (((:

After service, went outside to slack and waited for melmummy to come out as she was having hospitality duty. Sat with Aunt Liqin, Adrina, Weitian and Yuling. Weitian had to leave as the bus is here so yup. After that Yuling had to go discuss the EW with benji so left the three pathetic us. Slacked a while, melmummy came out with audris jiejie. Melmummy left after that and a while more i left. Bored laa when i reached home cuz nobody at home. Ohwells. Going out for dinner later... Waiting for my mummy's call...

Booo! 2nd post for the day.
I'm so proud of myself ! Hahha. Studied the chapt i missed on monday for physics on tue at melmummy's house ! Hee ((: Guai guai de me ;p Wednesday studied chem at KCC with charmain dear and today did a bit of chem and practised math! Guai right. Heeee x))) Now is hoping my coughing will go away before sunday ! Cuz if i keep coughing, i cant sing properly and that's bad ! Tralalalla~

Now i just realise talking to ms tan can be so nice ! Hahhaha. I can keep on laughing while talking to her ! x)) Cuz she's so cute and funny. Hehh. Compliment eh, ms tan ? Hahahhahahha x))

Tomorrow have math tuition. Ohwells. I dint do any compo for my teacher. Heck care. He is supposed to teach me math ! Muhahahhahhahhaha~

Went for last physics lesson today. It was so saddening. I was like tearing all the way home. ): Ohwells. Nvm. Shall wish her all the best ! My Faithful God will protect her and bless her :)

Later going study at KCC again with dearest. Hopefully, i'm ok by then.
I will remember today's lesson no matter what.

):

Today's practical is such a failure lah. Siannz. First time in my life all cook come out like shiet like that. Haiiz. But nevermind, better than all not cooked. So i thank God for it ! x)

Today is so sian lah. Xjun jiejie and min dearie went to medan for mission trip, melmummy at her sis's wedding dinner so practically nobody talks to me on the phone lah. Haiiiz. I miss them like crazy now man. Ohwells.

Yesterday night kena fever again ! Hahhahas. Went to doctor for medicine for cough and flu. After that went to KCC to study with dearest, and that was when i was having fever and i don't even know it lah ! Hahahha. Was feeling very cold lah. My nails almost all turned purple ! I'm like keep on rubbing my nails lah. Dearest say i no blood one, and my palms are pale and hers are red. Hahaha. Packed and went out of the room to go home at 6.30pm. Was feeling damn cold lah so i was still wearing jacket, i think people around me think i'm crazy. Hahah. Was planning to take bus home, but saw weepeng, so in the end walked home lor.

Took temperature while i'm watching tv cuz i'm still feeling super cold when the fan and windows are not even open ?! And then poof, the thermometer shows 37.9. Cool huh. I'm like shucks lah. Need to eat fever medicine again. Siannz.

School is ending on monday. WOOHOO!~ I cant wait for my 2 weeks of "holidays" ! At least i'm going out for something in the 2 weeks ((:

Sick is not fun !!! Arghz..
Bored at home.. I rather go school... )):

Pray that God will heal me afap !! I wna go out to meet joy tml and go melmummy's hse study !!! ARGHHHHHH~~~

Last min xjun jie jio me out. Muahahha. We went to raffles city to grab something to eat first. Hahha. Went to mos burger and as usual, i get my fave ! Large iced milk tea. ((:
Walked to marina sq to find xjun jie's heels. Hahha. Dint find any. Lol. Wondering tml what shoe she be wearing to her friend's ROM. LOL ! Both our toes are damn pain cuz we both wear wrong shoe to go out today. Hahah. After that, we walked to suntec convention hall for the IT show to see whether have mp3 a not. Heh. (: Felt a bit hungry so went to food court to eat carrot cake. Hees (: Then home ((:

Nice going out with xjun jie! (((: <3

Blog a bit before continuing my damn research for my f&n. Freaking sian lah. Feel like sleeping.
One conclusion i can say, doing f&n in school is damn boring and it can make me sleepy ! Grrr.

Waiting for xjun jiejie to online to talk to me. BOREDDDD. Today its until 4pm ! ArGhhhz....

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